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hello friends how is evrybodydoing sorry i havent been on lately i been having toubl=e with my comp well anywaysim back on everything has been great i bee n off tracklately i been trying to get back on it i know i should work less but right n ow its not an option it hard for me to stop especially when my father feel like he goingto losthe house that y im working so much andidont want to be home this week i have had no day off i been doing doubles basicallykilling my self but anyways i just need yuor help onhow i can use my time more wisely and also i can even travel i had to cancel my flight bc it was fuull andbc i need to help out my dad bc he not working  so all the wight on me now it sucks and frustrating i need help  i some time want to cry and leave i dont know what i need to to do to move forward i want to move out but ifeel that i cant bc if i do im afraid thatmy dad going to blame e for me not hel;ping im not saying y dad is bad is that all he thinks about money and makes it worse for me i can even enjoy my own money sorry toanyone who going to read thisuknowwho u arethats the way ifee=llr

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was up friends just here chilling i been having a good couple of weeks im so happy at work im also so tired n trying top get back on my journey i havent lost the way just gotoff track but getting back on it

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well i been haveing a good week im iss my friends so much and im still feel good to go to work so im happywell evrything been going well painted my room and changed evrything around but other then that im happy as ever just want to say i miss you so much fawn and zac i think im losing my touch but anyways hope evrything well

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hello my buddies meek has been awesome i been doing well evryday a new adventure its been fun with ups and  downs but i just give my life to the lord and wilbe good i met alot of kool people at work even though i have the experience im still learning . I also went to mosaic on sunday everyone was happy to see me i felt so good to goim a little exhuasted right now for working ill get use to it but anyways like i said before im doing this evry week to tell youmy storiesi havent been more happier to go to work in my own way i dont coplaint about i need to get up i actually want to get up to go to work thanks to everyone who has supported me in every way you know who you are i love you all

hi yall

well ibeen havibng an awesome time at my new job i love it i get to fly or travel but thats not the point the point is i have a job that i loved for years and evrything is coming back to me evryone is awesome there and we sometimes have convesration of god some of them not all but im working for a great company its not as hectic as my last job but i love and also imdoing great and i found out they have a gym i only get to pay a one time fee and use it for a life time i still need to get information on who to talk to i will be hitting the gym well just want to thank evry one for the coments and just want to say im sorry for not being on here im just treying to go for how my week went and post out my week hope u guys understand whta im trying to do but anyways love evryone i miss you zac and fawn i need ur energy

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my week is awesomnesunday went back to my msiac community felt awesome today istarted my new job evrything coming back to mei guessina way lax is my passion when i get into it i felll ike im on top of the world and im unstoppale but anyways it wasawesome cant wait to back to morrow in the morning well i dont know what else to say but i found out that  have a gymsoimgoingto do that at work awesome love evryone big bad BERNIE ISBACK IN TOWN

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well hello evryone its been going ok lately i got a little sick yesterday came home early but im ok now.
well i think when get start american eagle it will be awesome i think its a great company nto work for and grow so i hope evrything goes well who ever reading this i need paryers i sometimes feel im losing with out my friends but i know in my heart and my life to god i will move forward . over the years i dint think no one cared about me no one new i existed now i know there is people who care and love me andi love them to who u know who you are well i just want to keep saying thank yuo to allwhospent time with me invited me to go places and to learn about life and a very very big thjank yuo to youfawn and zac and to ms marcy thank you for checking up on me and leaving greant and awesome comments with out you or fawn icouldnt move forward hope some dasy me andbro can meet yuoms=. marcy hugs and kisses

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i know i havent been on this for a while i just been very exhuasted and want to sya that im doing well i only thing thats missing are my true friends mosiac and fawn and zac  but sometimes we have to live with out our friends to succed and there life will join again with mine i just miss goingto mosiac and having conversation with evryone thanks to my bro  im very happy i met some wonderful great and inspiring people to get me out of my jam im hoping i get back and see them again i really miss mosaic i guess i have to wait till ican go back

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weel it been a crazy week on my new job i been so exhuasted i guess in way i havent been use to thw workforce after a year off . but anywas i got excpted to american eagle just have to do the medical and will see what goes from there. just want to say fawn you and zac have been the greates towards us and i want to thank you guys again im hoping if i ge this other job ill fly us outther and visit

im going to miss you

i have a job and looking forward to working and working hard so yea and my best friends who gave me a new person a new mind are leaving for a great oppurtunity congrats buddy and were going to miss u it sad but good in a way it didnt hit me that much when i got a text from fawn it hit me more on sunday i got emotinal for the short time that i know you guys yuo guys have been the best thank you but anywaysi held zac pretty hard and told him thank you wish you guys weel your always loved by thegarcia family thank you to the both of you for getting me out of my world and coming out to a new one  MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT

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well ihad good news im getting my badge for work wed and i have an interview with the other job wed so we see what happens ibeen feeling good all week working with my dadso thats the good news. the other thing i found some cd from my bro audible bible im downloding it to my ipod but anyways im gointo work outthis week as hard as icanm

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well i been a little busy working with my dad all wekk im very exhuasted . well today i got a call for an interview on monday just when i got home so they want me there at 2 on monday hope i get this job. regardles if i hadnt lost weight or not i am so confident that i have build more muscle then fat but i feel good i realy have been trying to work m,y butt off will see how evrything goes anyways thank to every who has commented you guys make me feel powerful and good more about myself i cant get angry no more all i do now is laugh

Bernie and Cande go through a Workout Together! Get Er Done!

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well today i went to my interview and we see how that goes. now im still soar from my run i di my run yesterday from sant monica to my house took me 50 min today i ran 3 blocks and did my warm up later on i will more but im confident that evrything happens for a rerason and if god put me a good positon i was ment to be there and thats good go is great god is my my heart my life. regardles of my past im moving forward to live to grow and succeed leanr make mistakes an grow from those mistakes

hello friends

well i woke up in a good mood ate my breafast i had rasin bran and 2 eggs then iran twice around and tookm y mom on errands i asked her to drop me ooff on motor ave and venice i ran from there to my house and only took me an hr i was like wow when my mom open the door she was happy and excited she alos told me iwas crazy but idid im am so soar my legs rel hurt but iam going to run more later i need to llok good for my self. i want to thank zac and fawn for everything they have done for us they givng me life they gave me power will determination they gave me a new world that i cann se and i am worth it 100% regardless of what people say they gave me an authentic bernie thats who iam original powerful exquisite charming man i know i still have my faults but im learning those faults my life is god thank you so much zac and fawn much love and respect for you guys i lvoe you guys you guys are so awesome i thank god he put you guys in me and my brothers and sisters life thank you

good morning

weel my week starting out great i just finish my morning workout and later go see fawn . sunday had a great day hung out with my bro and some of the guys it was fun but this week is going to be more harder im goingto bust my butt more i found out how much dedication and heart i have and im goingto use it to my advantage because the more iuse it the less aggression i have i want to also look good for me my my soul becuase the cleaner my soul is the better my smile is and personality. i want to thank all the people who are supporting me and are behind me 100% becuase iwant to give back that 100% persent to the peol who are supporting me thank you all .

Bernie is Changing!!! Way to go Bernie!

Bernie is changing! He has gone from 240 pounds to 218! Yes, take a look on the outside, but his inner transformation is even more incredible! He gets less angry, he is going after his dreams and he is always meeting new people and laughing! This is a new Bernie! Can't wait to move forward!!! You rock Bernie!!!! -Fawn

my week

well i di go to runyan canyon it was tiring but fun i got to see the world ina diffrent perspective but it was fun. and i applied to quisnoz today and and to school which im alilttle nervous andim going to go for auto collision and repair so i can fix my own dents my wife or kids when i ever get married and most of all fix my montecarlo which i do love . andd also i went to forge yester that was fun played basketball ultimate frisbbe floor pong and had lunch so it was a very awesome day and met some great guys hope i get a chance to go again

Bernie's Hike to Runyon Canyon!

Bernie's making fitness a priority in his life! He went on a hike to Runyon by himself and made it to the top! : ) Great Job Bernie!

new year

started the new year great been excercising little by little and i lost 4 lbs so im at 218 im so happy and feel great

my new year

starting my year with a bang im going to rock it like 99 so today im hewlping my my mom im going to washed the dishes clean the house vaccum help my dad out in anything dont care what people think any more